Lately I've been questioning my desire to continue to play online poker in any capacity at all, let alone as much as I have over the past year+. I can attribute the marked improvement in my game to playing online, as I saw hundreds, if not thousands of hands in a much quicker time period than I could possibly playing live. In fact, during the summer and fall of last year, I played the best poker of my life, mainly due to the fact that that's all I COULD do, but that's a story for another time. I made a pretty nice chunk of money, supplemented my income, and was able to put together a nice Christmas for the family. I've become disenchanted with it over the last serveral months however. It's mainly due to burnout i think, cuz like I said, all I could do was play poker, so that's what I did. A combination of that and a seemingly continuous string of tough beats and fighting with "all in all the time donks" has soured me on it to the point I'm considering quitting playing online period. I'm somewhat of a traditionalist anyway, as I prefer playing live to online any day of the week, and twice on sundays. I'm much more in tune with the nuances of the game live. I think that's due to the fact that you can actually observe the other players, instead of just trying to figure them out based on betting patterns. I've always had a very hard time with that facet of online play. You can learn alot about players online if you play with them alot and take detailed notes, but you can't get the whole picture unless you can observe them face to face. My rate of success is much higher live than online, partially for that reason in my opinion. I can observe and read the other players, and the other thing is there are fewer distractions. When playing online, my concentration wanders quite often. I'm always checking out what's on tv, or playing with my children, or about anything else but concentrating on the game. When I'm actually sitting at a table to play, it has my full attention.
The other part of it is the people that i've met playing online both in this forum and a few others that I play in. I've met some very nice people, who have helped me tremendously in learning to play better poker, that I most likely would never have met otherwise. I enjoy the comraderie with these folks, and don't want to lose contact with them. Several of these people I've gotten to know outside of the poker arena as well, and I consider them good friends. I think my decision would be easier if this forum were more dedicated to it's original objective. It seems to have strayed somewhat over the last several months.
When I first joined, it was a place where you could learn without fear of ridicule. If I made a stupid play, it was explained to me what I did wrong, and what I could do to correct it. If I had questions about most anything poker related, I could ask and usually find someone with more playing experience to answer them. It was a community of players dedicated to improving their game. However, as the site has grown, it seems to have gotten away from that. People join thinking it's just a run of the mill freeroll league, and when they find out it isn't, they play like asses. (AKA, all in every hand guy) I wish someone would put a flashing neon sign at the top of the homepage saying "if you are after free money, this isn't the site for you". Recently, things have been moving back in the direction of where they used to be, and it does my heart good to see it. Hopefully the site gets all the way back to what it was intended for. I'm just not sure I'll be around to see it happen.